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Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback far away see related

.I'm broken
&& the one person
I could always count on;;
can't fix me this time.

&& he's the one boy that actually
got through to her heart

He makes me smile without trying..
If I said I felt nothing for him..
i'd be lying

i hide a broken heart behind
a laughing face and& i know i
said i was over you, but the
truth is - no one could ever
take your place

.&& she's just that type of girl
who says she doesn't care
but deep inside
you are the only thing
she actually cares about. <3

Eyes filled with TEARS 
Scars that show 
  That's a part of love
  That no one wants to show 

she's telling everyone lies about how she feels inside.
she can't stand the way things are now.
she only wants it all to change.
what he doesn't know is how much she truly cared

Sometimes you have to get fucked up just to feel sober... Cry
 just to see clear... & fall down a hundred times before you
 learn to pick yourself up..

want my advice? stay mad as
long as you can.because once
youre not mad anymore, it hurts.
it hurts like hell
& once it hurts that bad
you cant make yourself mad anymore

All I want is to go back to that one
night when you were holding me in
your arms and you told me you'd
never let me go <|3

she`s not like most girls her age..
she`s been hurt many times before this.
you`d think it would be a routine by now.
you`d think she wouldn`t let it get to her,
but the truth is, you`re the only one who
can break her now

don't pick up the phone.
don't bother to look in my direction.
I should have seen it all along.
it's boys like you that make me think
i'm better off home on a saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight.
I won't be thinking about you, baby.
Forget everything you think you know about me

i want someone who wont care that
i never wear shoes
that im incapable of staying still
that i cant grasp the concept of cleaning..
& i refuse to be lady-like
someone who realizes
that half the desions i make .. i'll regret
and i have the right to over-react at any given moment..
i want someone who knows im completly insane
and they wouldnt want me
any other way

i`m gonna grin & bear it
you won`t even know i`m here.
i won`t utter one word to you.
cause that`s how you want it, dear

i want to be _her
i should be _her
i need to be _her
     x0
 i WAS _her

a broken heart will always hurt
it's the memories that'll kill you

Strength is nothing more then
how well you hide the pain.

Currently Listening Everytime We Touch By Cascada every time we touch...((slow version)) see related

don't say you love me unless you really mean it
because i might do something crazy.. like believe it

Currently Listening Listen To Your Heart By D.H.T. listen to your heart see related

he isnt my boyfriend--but i l o v e
his hugs, his smile, his advice
his love, his kindness && the
times we laugh together...
i guess i fell in love with our
        --friendship--

it's pathetic how much you used
to mean to me. how much i adored
you. how you were pretty much
my entire fucking world.

&&  he finally proved to her
that true love did exist    xo
then took all her trust away
[ by my bestestest....Chasity ]

I love being with you. I don't have to work
hard to impress anyone. You know all my
faults. I can cry in front of you and you'll
just hold me while the tears fall. With you I
feel almost perfect. Sometimes we don't
even have to say anything-just being
together is enough. Even though we know
everything about each other, we never run
out of things to say. You're always there for
me, either to hold me or laugh with me.
You've been with me through everything, I
can't imagine not having you in my life.

I guess what scares me
is knowing that at any moment
you could rip my heart out &&
step on it, && I'd just pick it up
&& hand it right back to you </3

 > There's nothing special about him.
- * - > Just the way he makes me laugh.
- * - > Even when it's not that funny.
- * - > Just the way I can't stop smiling when I'm around him.
- * - > Even when I'm in the WORST of moods.
- * - > Just because he smiles once at me turns my whole day around.
- * - > Okay. You got me, he's special.
- * - > && i LOVE HiM!

Sometimes I feel like no one's there.
Sometimes I want to kill myself.
Sometimes I think I need some help.
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone.
Sometimes I'm in an empty zone.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive.
 Sometimes I wonder if I'm deprived.
Sometimes I think the world should end.
Sometimes I think I have no friends.
Sometimes I want to make them see.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me.

too much drama in this fake hearted school.
the preps; the goths; the less than cool.
where it starts && stops.
who`s to define? who`s to be trusted
&& where to draw the line.
screaming && crying && all the useless chatter.
you live you die only life is what matters.
filled with smiles lies and fears.
welcome to the magic of highschool years.

Theres a million things in this world
that I'm not sure of.
but right now, with all cetainty,
I'm sure I miss you